Moderation

I haven't posted about the alcoholism in a while. There's a reason for this.

I've managed to fill my life with enough positive activities in the last few months that my alcohol consumption has been cut in half. Like, in actual half. I measured and recorded.

I'm okay with my drinking now. I'm less desperate to quit cold turkey now that I'm drinking in a less self-destructive way. I'd like to continue cutting back though -- I'd like my average pace (as far as how many days it takes to finish a handle of vodka) to return to what it was two years ago, which was fourteen days. I think that's the milestone at which I'll consider myself recovered.